| 4:42 p.m. | This is not a funny & sarcastic one | 2003-08-18 |
| Reaped | sometimes i have this habit of overreacting, blowing things outta proportion, making too much of something, pouring my misery down if you will. there's a sick enjoyment to it for me. some would call this depression, but it's not all the time so i down't really think it is. more like, self pity perhaps? feeling sorry for oneself? probably. like some kids cut or puke, i just mentally flog. useless piece of shit i think plaster the captial L to this girl's forehead cuz she just sucks! why don't you just lay down & die?. other times I feel justified in thinking this way. Cos i am a pretty big loser most of the time. Goofy, dumb, too skinny, too young looking, too mouthy not to mention the countless addictions to alcohol speed & dosia . See? i'm doing it again, tee hee! *flog* dunno. it's like a big whirlpool of feces just keeps pulling me down & down, something akin to a shame spiral but with more of a self-flaggelation curve to it. A sewer spiral maybe. But if someone ever asks about perverse powers of mutilation, i think that'd be mine. | Sown |
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New digs - 2004-05-25 Bachelor hell - 2004-05-10 Grumble - 2004-05-07 Coachella pt. 2, or goddamn do my fingers hurt - 2004-05-05 Coachella part one, or, this monkey's gone to indio rawk heaven - 2004-05-05 Random Shearings Rings |
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