3:00 a.m. Meh 2002-04-06
Reaped "When something fails or falls apart, you're in no mood to be nice about it. Sagittarius may reveal a side that others have never seen. It's okay to love and still want to be alone for a while. "

Is it now?? Mood is growing melancholy with the aging night. bleh, and disgustingly poetic. too many conversations and justifications have been going on concerning my move to N.O. later this summer. My mom only sees the worst, me supporting a slacker boyfriend on some pittance salary. Others see me as selling out and choosing familiarity over adventure not seeking my 'real' destiny and fortune independently. And others seem happy, glad for a place to crash.

I just want to live in a city, not too close but not too far from here, and dammit, when you live in here the closest most interesting place is N.O. If I want to share that experience with someone, can i still exert the independence? can i still 'be alone'? do i even wanna be?

Meh.

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